Over a year.

It's amazing what will inspire you. What will make you want to be better, be different, to change... the people around you that you haven't spoken to in years, a part of your soul that had been untouched for so long. It's amazing how people can surprise you. Can come out of nowhere and have such beauty and grace and intelligence. It's amazing that we can be so shocked by it.
I haven't looked at this blog in over a year. And today, on a whim, I typed the url into an empty tab. And I was shocked. Blown away by not only the astounding brilliance and insight of those around me, but also by the depth of my own emotion. My own ability to create and write and feel. I guess I forgot that part of myself.
I want to be better. My path is so foggy, and I feel so lost, but I want to be better. To find assurance. To step with confidence in the direction of my dreams. I want that.
So I'm going to find that.